1/15/21. I’ll never forget the moment the doctor told me there were two… again. The feeling of a gut punch, the uncontrollable burst of tears, the pure panic of something I couldn’t control even though I so desperately tried to. I get this might be hard for some to understand, as all children are a blessing and so many pray for that first positive ultrasound… but I had just barely survived raising twin babies. I knew all too well what that meant for me. I spent all 9 months and even some more mo